what am i doin to myslef?

so its official....im possesed and no doubts bout it.. signin up for course that i wouldnt even dream

of doin and college that wasnt even in my list, not even the last option.. wad got into me? i dun

knw.. guess the "u need a secure job and money in future" got me to do somethin i dun like...but

honestly, if money that matters, i could be a prostitute and earn frm now onwards. i mean get

real! if money that all matters? what are we suppose to do with hearts and dreams and living

life? ok so maybe doin accounts is good for myself but nobody realize the problem with me and

accounts.. its just that wad happen b4 haunts me... i drop accounts in form 5 by giving reason i

cant cope up! thats 101% lie! of course i can do, i mean i not dat dumb la u knw... but those word

said and all.. haiz, i feel like a dumb everytime in class...yes,yes, my sis the one taught me

accounts but wad she din realise is i need time... i am trying to learn 2 year syllabus in 1

yea..thats hard! so i memang need tiime... and i felt stupid in class whn my frens can do better,

they will be probably in the 10th ques whn i still battlin through 1st quest.. and everyone seem

to move on without thinkin how i would have felt.. i felt dumb stupid helpless and worthless!i

actually felt like even a cockroach have life thn i do... i knw everyone tried to help me.. but its nt

helpin... i mean, sisters sayin do accounts, and dad sayin do law..but nobody actually asked wad i

like.. ok so maybe they did ask but reasons was given to cancel out my choice.. ok, i still stand

strong but i dun expect another long line of lecture of wad i suppose to do after enter college.

study hard, perform well, take care, dun behave wrong.... goddamn it! obviously i knw.. you knw

wad i wanted to hear "dun worry, of course can do. its easy. u sure can perform. im sure u will

succeed"... and these were not even in the between.. and even if they said it, they probabbly din

mean it... how am i to do accounts whn i dun have ppls trust that i can do it... how am i to do, if

they dun knw the real reason why i dropped accounts in form 5.. i cried every nite, thinkin bout

this..and everyone just think that i not capable of doin accounts...u knw, the feelin of ppl lookin

down on u.. its definitely not nice... and what bout the time, i gave up my outin so my sis go out

and in the end i was be blame... sigh.. and wad about the time, i broke my trophy that i gt for

pmr and my certs which i tore, whn my sister told me that i got straight Aa's in pmr cuz im

lucky... r u kiddin me? lucky? lucky, is that all i wana hear? pathetic aite.. n bout today, my gf's

im sry i cant go for outin.. i seriously was lookin forward to it actually, although im broke.... i

needed to talk. weird aite, i thought life will be ok after spm but only god knw that knw ni d hell

start... honestly, i wish i can stop breathin, the day we stop breathin, the problem will stop...

unwanted on earth, BLONDE

fashionista

post ini ditulis bukan kerana aku ingin menjadi pereka fesyen...ouh tidak sama sekali...menjahit pun terkial kial...inikan mereka baju...hehe...post ini sebenarnya ingin ku luahkan perasaan ku terhadap persepsi masyarakat terhadap wanita bertudung...aku kadang2 rasa hampa dengan masyarakat yg memandang serong terhadap perempuan bertudung...ya...mmg prmpuan bertudung...berhias diri agak limited...tetapi jika pandai mengenakan gaya...mmg nampak cantik dan ayu...

Yuna (the indie star) said:

"MULA-mula saya naik pentas ramai yang 'boo' bila tengok penampilan saya dengan bertudung. Ada juga yang kata kalau nak nyanyi nasyid, lebih baik balik. Ejekan itu membuat saya sedikit gementar kerana saya memilih cara berbeza daripada kumpulan muzik indie yang ada.

Majalah Al Islam, edisi Mac 2009"Tapi bila saya mula bermain gitar dan menyanyi, ramai yang terlopong. Penonton mula diam dan memberi tumpuan kepada nyanyian saya. Itulah permulaan muncul Yuna."

di sini...bukanlah ingin mengagungkan yuna... tetapi ia hanya sebagai contoh...tudung itu wajib bagi setiap prmpuan muslim....tetapi tidak bermakna seseorang yg bertudung...tidak cantik, tidak pandai , tidak berani dan berfikiran sempit...tepuk dada tanya selera...

ramai kawan2ku yg berlainan agama bertanya knp wanita muslim wajib memakai tudung...hurm..pada mulanya aku pun tidak fhm...bdk kecil...apalah yg taw sgt kan? setelah meningkat dewasa, baru ku tahu. byk sebab sebenarnya...antaranya ialah:

• A commandment of the Quran and Sunna
• lowering the gaze of men
  
• guarding the private parts
• not striking the feet on the ground so as to give knowledge of what is hidden
• not displaying the beauty beyond "what is apparent of it" except husband, father, brothers and sons
  
• extending the headcovering to cover the bosom
• drawing the outergarment close around

Lowering the gaze means not looking at what is forbidden to be seen of others. Guarding the private parts means that only the husband is allowed to see or touch them. Not giving knowledge of what is hidden means not posturing or strutting around so as to jangle hidden jewelry or make men think about hidden body parts.
"what is apparent of it" refers to the face and hands.

yg ku paham...sebenarnya memakai tudung adalah utk:
*mengelakkan fitnah...
*mengelakkan lelaki drpd memandang bahagian tubuh yg boleh menaikkan nafsu mereka
*membendung drpd kes rogol dan zina
*sebagai keistimewaan kepada kaum suami kerana bahagian tubuh isteriya hanya dpt dilihat
oleh dia seorang
* memelihara maruah wanita drpd dijaja sebegitu
dan byk lagi....

anyway, this post hanya utk memberi informasi kepada anda yg sedang membaca...tidak ada niat lain utk mendiskriminasi sesapepun... maaf jika terasa...wallahua'lam

signing off
DQ

Honouring Us

Heard this song from BANDSLAM. Thought some of the lyrics might resemble our past and our future. It's from HONOR SOCIETY... Please ignore the parts where it says the girls we've kissed and all... coz cross our hearts and hope to die, we have never done anything like that and never will. :)

To my favorite teacher told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I've missed and the girls we've kissed
Where are you now
To my ex-best friends Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band Sing along in my car
To the face I see in my memory
Where are you now
Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am
To my first girlfriend I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved Didn't show it enough
Where are you now
Where are you now
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am
I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know I won't forget you
To the ones who came
Who we're there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
They'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you I would never be how I am
If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now?


till then,
buzibee

Lima Benda

5 THINGS THAT HAVE AMUSED/ ENTERTAINED ME DURING THE HOLIDAYS

Before I say anything else, I have been very bored this holidays, so the simpliest things have entertained me...Just so nobody thinks I am a weirdo...

1. FACEBOOK
As everybody knows, I have now only gotten facebook. The amounts of things that go on and to keep up with everyone is just so overwhelming for me...


2. MALAYSIAN FOOTBALL TEAM


Can you believe that we actually managed to get a gold in football in the SEA Games? It just goes to prove that MALAYSIA BOLEH! I am so proud of them.


3. JJ and EAN's VERSION OF MEET ME HALFWAY( Black Eye Peas)



They actually made fun of Tiger Woods in this song. I couldn't help smiling to myself listening to it.


4. THE SMALL LITTLE GIRL


While I was watching The Princess and The Frog, there was this small cute little girl behind me who kept on laughing( very cutely) during the whole movie. So adorable!


5. 2012


The movie was simply AWESOME!

TTFN, Buzibee

lets just face it...holiday just more stressful!

ok so whr do i begin...alot happened this holz...as day passes by the stress ggets more n more ni..its like the past n present haunting me.. too much been happenin n whom do i complain to? nobody! haiz...sos pls...

vry dilemma, BLONDE

Attention

ok...i noe...we had some confusion about the sleepover thing..so i would like to finalize everything... its not this friday anymore as buzzibee is bz (duhhh)...hehehe...i decided that it would be next week
reasons:
*lisha just came back from genting
* abi not bz already
*theeba is free on weekdays
* ratna n me are always free...kan?

details:
date:
23 and 24 december 2009
venue:
u all noe the plan rite?
place to meet:
my house 1st...then we move
transportation:
sendiri bayar la... unless lishgates nak sponsor...hehehe
more question:
call me..

can't wait
DQ

the time of my life!!!!!

so yea... yesterday me, abi, aina, lisha, hakim n nithi went to mid valley to PARTAY.. spm just

finish...like seriously, i cant even believe its over! its vry sad... i always loved school(ignore the

time i sleep in class whn teachers are too borin).. hmm, so anyways we watched 2012..its a

wonderful movie, its like THE must watch movie.. i cried watchin that movie and pity nithi, once

again have to see me cryin while watchin movie.. haiz. it really makes me wonder, what if this

really happens? wad if world gona end tomoro and u fight wid ur mum today... its rather a vry

sad thing..why dun we all treat each other nice thinkin that world mite end any time, with this

thr wun be any heartache whn the world actually comes to STOP! anyways, moving on to the

best part of yesterday is, the time i spent with my frens n nithi.. lisha, abi n me, we just had so

much fun changin and takin pic in the dressin room.. we were goin nuts.. we were actually

camwhorin! ok thn, i picked up this vry nice baju for nithi at romp... for the love of my god, u

wouldn't even believe that, nithi looked so SMOKINNNN HAWT... ok thn we buy baju d.. we

walked around n all.. thn in movie, it was so nice to lean on nithi n hold his hand n watch the

world 'endin' in front of my eyes in the movie! haiz... life is so funny, u living life whn watching the

ending of life... so bla n bla n bla. movie finish d thn balik lor.. but nithi n me went to buy

somethin first b4 chow. he actually bought me ring, the couple ring.. and like omg it cost rm35

per ring.. poor child paid 70 bucks all together n we even got our name carved in the ring...aww i

just love my nithi so much...seriously nithi, yesterday was the day of my life...and my girls thanx

so much, i had so much fun... i love u all...tc guys

in love, BLONDE...

plastic...anyone????

me...:
*becoming more fake
*becoming more cold
*becoming more hard
*becoming more mean
* definitely more plastic

people who look down on my family...thx...one day i'll make sure that u respect me more than anyone else...

DQ

pencil box terbang

hik hik...bila teringat balik peristiwa ini, aku pasti tergelak sorang2...masa nak ambik bm paper 2, ujan turun dgn lebatnya....angin bertiup kencang....tup...pencil box ksygnku terbang melayang...btol...ia terbang...x caye tanya abi dgn ratna. dorang menjadi saksi....terbang dan akhirnya jatuh ke lantai...hahaha...time tu nak gelak kuat2 x bley...tgh exam...lps exam puas aku gelak...hehe...geli hatiku...nsb baik ada pgawas lalu n tolong kutipkan...kalo x, mmg aku disyaki meniru la..ouh tidak...i'm innocent cikgu...hikhik......tu lah aina...sape suruh nama kau ada 'a'kat depan...kan dah kena ddk depan...tepi loji shit lak tu...hik hik....

papepun...aku tetap cintakan sekolahku...

bye!!!

DQ

SPM...1 week 1 day!!!

Been very busy lately...sorry for the unupdated blog...*sigh*...all of us are preparing 4 SPM...sorry...but we promise to post more stories N of course more

DRAMA!!!

lots of love,

A silver lining among the clouds, maybe?

GOD! Why are we all emoing? Is this wat SPM does to you? Is it just SPM or the fact that...
I hate myself and my mind right now. I lost 4kg in 3 days. That is insane. I think I'm going into depression and my parents are super worried about me... When they ask me what's wrong, I don't know what to answer...Coz I myself don't know what's wrong...ARGHH!!!!

Aina, please stay strong and just remember not to hurt yourself because who am I going to call when I'm lost in this world? Talking to you and ratna, always cheers me up...

Ratna, I know it is hard to think positive and to act like everything's alright. But please, believe in yourself. You can do it! I know,right know,it feels like the world might just collapse around you but remember you are not going through this alone... And if you think you are not pretty, I'm sure there is at least one person out there who thinks you are( You know who I'm talkin about)...


Dear friends, I'm so sorry if I have ever hurt you and if I have not been there for you. Just know, that I didn't mean it and I am truly sorry.

Hopefully, our sleepover after SPM, puts everyone in the right mind and smiles back on our faces....

God! In all my life, I think this part has to be one of the worst or THE WORST time in my life.

But before I leave to dwell in my misery,I just want to let a certain someone out there know, that I KNOW YOUR NAME! And thank you for that, cause that has put a smile on my face( for a reason, that I too don't know)


What is wrong with me,
Buzibee...

why????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i knw in my previous post i told my angels that they can do anything.. but sadly, i cant say that to me... spm is nearin... panic took over my mind.. now, i get upset and emo faster thn usual.but some of my frens dun get it... well, i

cant just sit down n pretend like ntg happen.. my life is so stress now, if my frens dun understand me, who else going to? why do some of my frens think that i am being vry emo so fast...well, i just wana say, IM STILL LEARNIN

TO SURVIVE WITHOUT BLADE! im gona need more time.. i will realy apprreciate if everyone would understand me... im nt like last time, i will be back to normal, after the blade take in charge.. im learnin now, and

dun u all, ,my frens to live without it? i need all ur understandin and support along the way... and pls dun tell me bout my food. i knw im wastin food, so i dun eat and thn u guys still scold me.. its like if i eat or no also i kena scoldin

or sayin frm u all...why dun u all understand? and u all think im insane to starve myself to look thin.. well, its important for me... i wana look think n pretty next to my sisters... i knw my frens all, dun have this prob cuz all of u

all look like babes.. but me no! its important for me, to score well in spm n look good and everything cuz all these gona help me build confidence... im nt sayin that u HAVE to be with me, my dear frens but at least leave me alone... i

need time. pls oh pls understand me.. i mite look vry sportin n all but im vry sensitive inside my heart...dun do this to me. PLEASE....

BY,

A VERY UPSET BLONDE

i'm emoing

2 weeks b4 spm...i am really emoing...i'm losing weight...my tutor said i lose my chubbyness...n i just fought with my #$%^ sista... thx to ratna 4 being there 4 me... lets read wat we fought about

me: can u plz clean the kitchen b4 mummy comes back...karang mama mgamuk
$%^#: ok, i'll do it.
..............
daddy: seluar sape ni?
me: $%#@ pants. it was there, on the sofa, 4 a while
%$#@: ko asal? baru wat kerja umah skit nak merungut
me: aku malas ar nak gado dgn ko sbb ko PREGNANT
$%#@: asal lak aku pregnant x bley gado?

............c? dia yg nak gado dulu... prg bsr pun bermula....

me: ko taw x, ko balik umah, ko buat umah ni mcm hotel taw x? ko balik kerja dgn suami ko, taw makan, naik atas, pastu tido. ko ingat mama tu apa? kuli ko pe?
$%^#: eh, aku ada tolong ek... ko igt ko sorang je tolong
me: hek taik idung ko la, ko tolong. sampai baju suami ko pun baba yg tolong ampai n lipat ean...
$%#@: dah aku krja, aku x de kat umah, mane sempat aku wat. agypun aku x suruh pun baba wat.
me: ko mmg. krja kat umah ni jgn arap la ko nak wat
$%#@: masa ko kecik dulu, sape yg wat suma ni. aku pun spm la. tp aku wat suma tu

.....in my thoughts 'ko ambik arts...mmg la bahalol, suma ko blaja kat arts bley apply kat dapur...' aku ambik science...

#$%@: mama siap pukul aku agy... ko nasib baik taw ko x kena
me: ko kuang ajar mmg la ko kena pukul. cuba ko baik mcm aku, surenya x kena...hahaha...n tu nasib aku ar...ko je yg malang...
$%#@: skrg ni nsb ko la yg kena balik
me: asal lak? nasib aku n i wont make it happen...i'm not like you...

bla....bla...bla...byk adengan censored....maap..hehehe

bro: dah2. x nak wat sudah.
me: masalahnya bkn soal nak wat ke x nak wat... mama balik2 mrh2.
korang x taw. aku dgn kokyah slalu kena taw x? korang taw balik umah makanan dah tersedia ada. x yah pk nak msk pape. pdhal aku dgn kokyah slalu kena pk apa korang nak mkn. aku gila taw x kena mrh je...gila!!!( dis time i really shout n cried...i really felt like killing that $#@^ bitch)
$%#@: BGUSLA...hahaha
me: wei...ko bla la dr umah ni... X TAHU MALU!!! dah khwn setahun...dah nak ada anak...tp duduk agy umah mak bpk...xtaw malu lgsg
%$#@: asal aku lak nak kena bla...bkn ko ke slalu ckp ko x suka ddk umah ni...g la lari
me: ko la bla...
#$%@: ko g la BUNUH DIRI sekali...kalo dah gila sgt
me: jgn cabar aku
$%#@: wat la... make sure ko mengucap dulu sblm mati...

....................... i ran into my room n slammed the door...
n i cal ratna....thx hun

jika anda lihat situasi ini, saya mcm kena histeria...btol...x tipu...i was shouting smpai jiran sblah pun bley dgr...
ni kerana saya sgt tension akan SPM.. i really changed. i dont really talk that much but when i talk, u wish u never met me..hak!!

n to my #$@! bitch sista...thx 4 all dat...if u want me to kill myself, FINE!!! i'll do it but i make sure i kill u first...

signing off: DQ

FINALLY!!!!!

ok so first of all, my true and sincere apology to all of u all....i knw it most be borin that there was no DRAMA in the blog.... but no worries, sweet hearts, the BLONDE is back with more dramas.. ok so whr shall i begin.. too many things happen and now ni i bloggin...haiz haiz... actually i wana talk bout my baby now...but i feel like i need to show my supports to my wonderful frens.. my baby can wait(sry nithi)... so wads wrong wid abi n aina??? am i missin out something u guys... well, heres something to make my angels happy..no matter wad happen, im always here for u guys so dun be sad k...

remember dat day, whn we were playin true or dare thingy thn ended up confessin stuff.... that day was just so touchy...believe it or not i cried after coming back home.. i was just so touched by the fact i have true frens who got my back..

abi- u r a wonderful gril who can do wonders in this world, there is a lot to be learn frm u.. u are an inspiration girl, always going around wid positive thoughts.. its hard to be positive all the time, but u make it a habit to be positive... and abi, thnx for always saying 'ratna, think positive la, u wun fail'... you believed in me..thanx

aina- haha, wad am i to say... whenever i look at you, i feel more brave.. you are a girl wif problems like me, but u dun let these things to bring u down, at least u dun cut urself like i do! each time i look at you, i just admire your braveness and how you still excel in studies.. you are always thr whn a fren needs you, you dun let abi or me down.. you teach me stuff whn i am so blur. not only that, u care for me too.. its a gift to have u and abi as a fren...

i still remember whn u two come visit me in hospital..it was so good, i mean i wish i could jump out of the bed and hug you all that time... i was that happy... it was like, whn i need all the support i can, u two were thr.. and the time whr u two, snatched away my cold drinks! haha, u two were so concerned for me.. im seriously thankful to god, for giving me frens like you..i will always love you two(yaya, i love u too, nithi, dun get jealous)... best frens forever! girl power rule!!!!!!!!!!!

by,BLONDE..

Why

Why do you think those who you can trust betray you?
Why, if they care so much do they leave you and go?
Not only go but go and have fun without you
They call themselves, whatever they call themselves
and leave you to believe that they will be there forever

But once they are gone, they do come back
But the distance apart
has made me more aware of the true colours that lurk underneath
but deep down inside
I want to believe that they truly will be with me
But hurt is painful and may never heal
But why is it happening to me?

Whispers I'm never allowed to hear
Secrets I'm never told
Why, is it because of who I am?
Is it because I'm like this
that hate is brought upon me by those I care for or try to care for
Then, why do they promise and break that promise
why do they promise to go have fun with you
but change the plan to fit their need

Why do they plan these things weeks and weeks before
but then change it and never even bother to ask if you can go
or if it even is okay with you when they go out without you

It is okay that they change their plan
and it is truly okay that they go without me
but why can't they just say a single sorry
to make everything better

I wanted to speak my mind, many a time
but I just couldn't because I cannot hurt the bond we share
Why can't I break the bond like they have?

My opinion is just as important as theirs, right
but I just couldn't let out my feelings
I'm just calm because I dare not let out my feelings
I don't know why...
but...

-Buzibee-

i dont want to be emo...but u made me...

this month...
i'm really emoing...
only the closest friends knew my condition...
this month i loss 5kg
next month?
i dunno...

i dont feel like eating anymore...
every time i c food, i feel nausea...
i tried to ask 4 help from my loved ones...
but...
people change...
i may look happy on the outside...
but inside...only God knows...
pray 4 me plz...

where is this happy girl?


signing off...
DQ

New grading system

I am here to release my frustration. Nearly a month away from SPM, our grading system has changed! URGHH!!! I had mentally prepared myself to get all 11A1's. But now, what am I supposed to get? All A plus or just A's or A minuses? * Screams*

I don't even know what is an A plus, A or A minus. Does this mean more people get A's or does this mean less people get scholarships? coz I need a scholarship...URGHH!!!!

If you have no idea what I am talking about, here is the article from STAR Newspaper...

New grade of A+ for SPM

PETALING JAYA: A new grading system for the Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) will be implemented from this year.

Education director-general Tan Sri Alimuddin Mohd Dom said the change would provide a detailed breakdown of excellent candidates who obtained grade As in the examination.

“The change means there will now be a new grade of A+. Previously, the highest grade possible in the SPM was 1A,” he said in a statement yesterday.

Under the present system, students are graded as 1A, 2A, 3B, 4B, 5C, 6C, 7D, 8E and 9G while the new grades would be from A+ to G (see chart).

Alimuddin said the change was based on feedback from various quarters that the existing system did not provide a more detailed breakdown of excellent students.

“The change in the grading system will enable more qualified candidates to be chosen for training programmes and new scholarships, such as the one announced by the Prime Minister recently,” he said.

Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said in June that a new category of Public Services Department scholarships would be introduced next year based purely on merit, regardless of race.

Alimuddin said the Cabinet approved the change in the grading system last month.

“This will not affect the examination at all as it only involves a change in the grades given,” he said.

He said school principals have been directed to explain the new grading system to students sitting for the SPM this year.

There you have it... What am I supposed to do?
This is so distracting...Well, at least it is another excuse for me to be distracted from studying...
Which reminds me I should go back to studying...

In give or take a month, I will be sitting in a hall like this for my final school examination...





I wish I was back in Form 3...relaxing and having fun
Even though, terpaksa duduk for PMR that year, I had so much fun!

Or working backstage at the Jubilee Concert last year... We are such a bunch of posers
(From l-r : Sallini, Ratna, Aina, Abi and Lisha)

Until next time( whenever that maybe),
Buzibee

Lebaran 2009

raya...tahun ini...ok la. seperti tahun2 yg lalu...sekadar menyambut ala kadar sahaja...kerana malas utk menulis pnjg lebar dalam blog ni...saya telah menge'shot' beberapa gmbr utk anda semua..let the pictures do the talk...enjoy

ketika ramdhan al-mubarak

kedua-dua ibu n kakakku ditimpa kemalangan...teruk ean kereta dia? (x smpat nak ambik gmbr kereta ibuku)

Malam raya

ketupat...rendang...sila nikmati kawan.. (lagu anuar zain n elina)

sungguh mahal bouquet ini sehingga babah terdiam bila mama menyatakan harganya...

untuk para tetamu yg hadir

Di Hari Raya Aidilfitri

traffic jam pada pukul 5.00 pagi...

ouh...hmpr lupa di mane arah kampungku...

singgah di masjid yg cantik ini sekejap utk solat sunat hari raya aidilfitri...

inilah desaku yg tercinta...

bincang dahulu hndak ke mane...

ayok...kita bergerak

greenery...jalan ke halaman nek ngah ku...

nek ngahku sungguh gembira menyambut anak2 saudara dan cucu-cicitnya

sesi chit chatting/gossiping...hahaha

setelah kepenatan...TIDO!!!! gmbr ini hanya utk 13 above yeah...hik

memandangkan kami tidak boleh tido terlentang seperti cousin2 lelaki ku yg lain...
berlakulah kegedikan yg luar biasa...hahaha

setelah penat beraya di kampung...kluarlah kami ke bandar...(kakakku kebosanan)

lihatlah baju rayaku....dan kereta raya...hik

kami tiba di rumah je...my adorable kittens sedang bermain di sofa...ouh tidak!!!

Raya ke-2

kegedikan pasti berlaku
pintu pgr sudah tersedia utk kluar...silalah

abgku...ouh abgku

inilah nek tam saya...hik..

kegedikan mula menguasai diri...hahaha

di rumah mak long...

look at the camera plz...

kenapalah gmbr ni sgt blur...

jeng jeng jeng...family tree sedia berkhidmat utk mengingatkan kembali ibuku yg sudah lupa akan asal usulnya...malu je mama kena mrah dgn anak buah...hikhik

ouh...manjanya

sempat menggedik di ruang halaman pak cikku...hikhik

itu sajela yg smpat ku rakam utk tatapan anda semua...
minx maaf ye kalo gmbr blur...
camera ku bermasalah skit...
anyway

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN kepada SEMUA