i'm emoing

2 weeks b4 spm...i am really emoing...i'm losing weight...my tutor said i lose my chubbyness...n i just fought with my #$%^ sista... thx to ratna 4 being there 4 me... lets read wat we fought about

me: can u plz clean the kitchen b4 mummy comes back...karang mama mgamuk
$%^#: ok, i'll do it.
..............
daddy: seluar sape ni?
me: $%#@ pants. it was there, on the sofa, 4 a while
%$#@: ko asal? baru wat kerja umah skit nak merungut
me: aku malas ar nak gado dgn ko sbb ko PREGNANT
$%#@: asal lak aku pregnant x bley gado?

............c? dia yg nak gado dulu... prg bsr pun bermula....

me: ko taw x, ko balik umah, ko buat umah ni mcm hotel taw x? ko balik kerja dgn suami ko, taw makan, naik atas, pastu tido. ko ingat mama tu apa? kuli ko pe?
$%^#: eh, aku ada tolong ek... ko igt ko sorang je tolong
me: hek taik idung ko la, ko tolong. sampai baju suami ko pun baba yg tolong ampai n lipat ean...
$%#@: dah aku krja, aku x de kat umah, mane sempat aku wat. agypun aku x suruh pun baba wat.
me: ko mmg. krja kat umah ni jgn arap la ko nak wat
$%#@: masa ko kecik dulu, sape yg wat suma ni. aku pun spm la. tp aku wat suma tu

.....in my thoughts 'ko ambik arts...mmg la bahalol, suma ko blaja kat arts bley apply kat dapur...' aku ambik science...

#$%@: mama siap pukul aku agy... ko nasib baik taw ko x kena
me: ko kuang ajar mmg la ko kena pukul. cuba ko baik mcm aku, surenya x kena...hahaha...n tu nasib aku ar...ko je yg malang...
$%#@: skrg ni nsb ko la yg kena balik
me: asal lak? nasib aku n i wont make it happen...i'm not like you...

bla....bla...bla...byk adengan censored....maap..hehehe

bro: dah2. x nak wat sudah.
me: masalahnya bkn soal nak wat ke x nak wat... mama balik2 mrh2.
korang x taw. aku dgn kokyah slalu kena taw x? korang taw balik umah makanan dah tersedia ada. x yah pk nak msk pape. pdhal aku dgn kokyah slalu kena pk apa korang nak mkn. aku gila taw x kena mrh je...gila!!!( dis time i really shout n cried...i really felt like killing that $#@^ bitch)
$%#@: BGUSLA...hahaha
me: wei...ko bla la dr umah ni... X TAHU MALU!!! dah khwn setahun...dah nak ada anak...tp duduk agy umah mak bpk...xtaw malu lgsg
%$#@: asal aku lak nak kena bla...bkn ko ke slalu ckp ko x suka ddk umah ni...g la lari
me: ko la bla...
#$%@: ko g la BUNUH DIRI sekali...kalo dah gila sgt
me: jgn cabar aku
$%#@: wat la... make sure ko mengucap dulu sblm mati...

....................... i ran into my room n slammed the door...
n i cal ratna....thx hun

jika anda lihat situasi ini, saya mcm kena histeria...btol...x tipu...i was shouting smpai jiran sblah pun bley dgr...
ni kerana saya sgt tension akan SPM.. i really changed. i dont really talk that much but when i talk, u wish u never met me..hak!!

n to my #$@! bitch sista...thx 4 all dat...if u want me to kill myself, FINE!!! i'll do it but i make sure i kill u first...

signing off: DQ