FakE taLKs...

everytime I talk to you...

heart flutters with thousands and thousands of butterfly

but

deep in a corner of it

evil scarying voices threatening

it says that the dream is ONLY a dream

but

when i wake up

it doesn't seem like a dream

in fact it felt

GREAT, AWESOME, INCREDIBLY

honestly

no words can describe it

but

today i realized

dreams are dreams

all his words

all his laughter

all his jokes to make me laugh

it was just words

it meant nothing

nothing for him

but it meant everything for me

more than everything

all the fake talks u had with me

was not fake for me

it was more than real to me

what do i have to do

to make this real for you too

do i have to be fake

do i have to change myself

will you take this for real than

i will change if that is what it takes

please show a sign that

this could be real for both of us

and

not

FAKE!!!

i love you with all my

HEART

LOve,

BlonDe